i seriously need to get over this one guy that i know. ;alsdkfjas;ldkf
i met him like last summer. it was his senior summer. hes hot and a player. his talks of not wanting to have one-night-stands anymore and not be a bad boy anymore .. charmed me... i fell for him.. havnt been able to get up since. just kind of wallowing. i dont even really talk to him anymore.. just really miss him. like today. i borrowed this one guys hoodie. and he uses armani.. what my guy used. agh. brought back memories. thing is.. we never even really had a "thing" it was just me liking hi. and then when he got back to florida [he came to ATL for the break] he called me. and we got to talking. turns out he had a girlfriend all along. lkadsjf;asldkfj

so .. any advice on getting him out of my head??.. blah

[[songofthemoment - amanda//if i open up my heart to you ]]
[[moodofthemoment - reminiscing.. and sad ]]

ive fallen in love with a song

Alicia Keys - If I Aint Got You

my lips got sunburnt at six flags and now they are gross and kind of peeling and this wierd brown color is on the peely part. its gross. dude i am so gross. =''[

plus. i have a bug bite on my butt. and it really hurts. and its not like i can scratch it or rub it or anything// =/

[[feelinggross]]
[[listeningtoronan keating - when you say nothing at all]]

I think that there is that one perfect love out there for everyone. even thought that that person not might find it, i think that there is that one person that once you see them, once you meet them, once you talk to them, youre just in love like youve never been in love before, and you tow are inseperable. But then, i think that that love is never meant to last. its just meant to be enjoyed and cherished forever.

But then, i think that everyone also has a True love. Where you dont love them as much, at first, but your love for each other grows so big, that its unbreakable. You see their flaws, and love them for it. You know so much about them, and you two have gone through so much together, it feels like, that you cant imagine life without that person. '
And i think that that love is the one that is meant to last forever.



boobmonkey. im such a romantic. =/ harrr har. x]

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose our true feelings is to risk exposing our true self.
To place your ideas and dreams before the crowd is to risk loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try at all is to risk failure.
But risk we must, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The man, the woman, who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is n o t h i n g.

im bored.

my mouth hurts b/c my braces got tightened + added new braces so now my mouth is all cut up.

im tired

i really dont like this one girl in my spanish class. so fake. =/

ehhhhhhhh./

i miss [ ]. =P

again. en entry of complaint =DD har har

my lips hurt cause they got sunburnt again.. my mouth hurts cause the stupid braces like gouge into my cheeks, and it just looks gross, feels gross, and hurts like a mother.. my head hurts.. cause of last night. -________________-.. and none of you [whoever reads this..] know what i mean. but its ok.. and im tired.. again cause of last night.. and i woke up too late and i didnt get to shower. so now i feel like a mess. and i can telll that my face has swollen up to the size of a watermelon. and i look just plain gross. but its ok. not really. a;ldksajf;laksdjfal;skdfj;alsjkdf im just tired. balhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im tired//i need sleep//i hate school// wow i compoain alot. haha xD